Tarikh 17 March 2018 (saturday)

hi blog,

mengantoknyeer mate nieee, ari niee pergi melaka teman kan god zila berserta dgn anak buah dia 3 org... Masya.. Allah.. punyer laaa bising tak aman dok dlm keta tueee.. nak sepak anak org plak..mmg tak aman laa dibuatnyeeer tapi aper kan daya kena redha ajee laaa..

Ari niee keluar tak sempat mkn sbb godzila nak gerak drp KL kol 7.45am. MMmmm kol 7.04am dah keluar umah sampai kat open parking kol 7.30am. Godzila sampai kol 8.10am.. lama jugak laa depa tunggu tapi tak ader laaa at least teman tak yah nak menapak jauh jauh coz dia ambek kat parking area. Sampai Melaka kol 10.am lepas tuee uncle kata paginyeer sampai pada hal uncle ckp dgn zila suruh dtg pagi sbb uncle nak gi jemputan rumah kenduri kendara dlm kawasan org kampung.

so drp melaka Godzila drop me at car pak to put other thing we get from melaka then she drop me at avenue k to attend bodyjam class n guess what i reach around 1.05pm and the class of bodyjam start 2.25pm so i have pleasure time to change my gym cloth with peaceful of mind even i can charging my phone at the bar gym. I love avenue k fitness first gym coz there a lot of plug for me to use my ipad or charging my things like headphone/wifi yes, etc.

lates korean i watched was mother. The Orignal drama is from Japan but the korean version is very meaning full coz im understand the story n the end of the story was happy ending coz mother is together with her child as adopted even not getting married. i love korean drama more than of my country make drama. i think malay drama was useless. this is the way i think.

anyway blog i very sad cos i apply so many application job vacancy from huge company but their even not interview me and received emial that their will proceed to another candidate and is not me. Mmmm should i be sad or just feeling thank you n syukur allhamdulillah coz i know the result then not be so hoping from them. yeaaaaah life must move on even is suck !

next week monday is 1 Rejab n i hope i can fasting n berdoa byk byk spy  dapat rahmat utk dpt pekerjaan yg ader sumber pendapatan utk menanggung kehidupan kat dunia nieee drp invest entah aper aper or tarik manusia suruh invest dgn dptkan big capital then jerat diri mrk menanggung hutang utk diri sendiri.. itu namanyeer paksaan org utk buat hutang.. jahat manusia mcm tueee..  kata ajee nak tolong tapi akhirnyeeer hilang mcm tueee asyik suruh dtg pergi team laaaa gi attend training itu semua useless. baik keja laaaa mkn gaji tak terpikir pon nak buat business.

selalu buat solat istikharah spy diberi jalan penyelesian yg terbaik bagai maner utk dapatkan sumber  pendapatan utk taggung kehidupan kat dunia nieee dgn membayar segala hutang piutang. Bila pikir ramai kawan tak ader gunanyeer kalau ader kawan yg suker paksa utk buat businees sama mcm depa konon nak tolong tapi kelaut... bagus dah berambus drp group whatapps tersebut buat semak otak ajeee..

bila nak dpt keja? bila nak dpt keja? bila bila bila? letih laaa

hoooooi sedap nyeer bau makan member gym niee mkn... ooooooh dpt jeling sikit ajee rupernyeeer kek coklat.. mesti sedap... sebetulnyeer eko mmg dah lapor kan cik zaidaniza hoooi!

should i stop here.. k laaa blog i stop here nak mandi manda.. hope ader air utk mandi rasernyeer ader kot...

anyway hati niee sakit sgt tgok c setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah dgn kaum kerabat sengakatan dgn nyeeeer.... tersenyum simpul mempunyai kehidupan yg gah serta gembira setelah menzalami kehidupan manusia lain dgn hilangnyer pekerjaan dan sumber pendapatan.. mmmmmmm.. tak tahu mcm maner nak hilangkan penyakit yg ader dlm hati nieee tgok c setan  yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah tuee...

mmg tgh redha nie semua ujian drp Allah SWT dgn  berserabut otak nak pikir mcm maner nak bayar hutang piutang dimaner sumber simpanan semakin sedikit utk teruskan kehidupan kat dunia nieee... membunuh diri drp kehidupan dunia bkn laaa jln penyelesian tapi sampai sekrg tak jumpa jln penyelesian jumpa dgn manusia suruh buat investment lagi ader sebyk 45K.. org nak cari kerja tapi ajak buat investment plak! mmg tak bole terima dek akal laaaaa...

anyway blog sedih tau this year i didnt eat yee sang pon... even nak mkn mc donald or kfc adek beradek yg belanja bila dpt adek beradek belanja adek plak manusia lain tumpang mmmm portion utk mkn lebih dah kurang... haaaaaishk ! ckp ajee tetamu dtg umah membawa rezeki for me is not menghabiskan makanan portion aku lagi ader even kena basuh pinggan mangkok lagi! Allhamdulillah syukuran ader kalanyeer buat laaa jugak dan redha laaa jugak itueee  rezeki depa tapi mmg sakit hati dan menahan hati yg sakit!

ader plak cousion sibuk bertanyer dah kerja ker lom or dpt kerja kat maner... eko org menyibuk sgt kenapa aku tak mintak duit eko org utk mkn minum aku kan.. tak payah nak tahu aku nak keja kat maner n aku pon bukan director company tuee utk bagi eko org peluang kerja kat sana.. g cari keja sendiri mcm aku jugak sedang cari kerja bagai nak gileeer nieee.. Allahmdulillah syukur tak gileeer lagi...

frankly speaking i really hate my relatif in my world coz their all suck n buat semak dlm otak pikiran aku... better kawan kawan gym aku.. their know im not working not keep asking where i work or have you get work. Syukur Allahmdulillah dpt kengkawan yg tak bagi semak n tekan soalan yg bole bagi semak otak nak pikir or jawab soalan mrk...

Anyway syukur Allhamdulillah i still can manage pay my gym fees where is the place make me  peaceful of mind drp terperuk dlm umah or have to melarikan diri if tetamu yg tak diundang dtg rumah.

Right now my mother is not feeling well cos she always got bengang kaki and susah nak jalan.. mmmmm itu penyebab ajee sakit yg Allah SWT nak beri. Syukur Allhamdulillah emak tak desak aper nak jadi dgn eko niee dgn tak ader keja asyik dok umah mkn free ajee.. salah satu sbb tak desak kerna nak pikir diri sendiri yg sakit tueeeee.... kalau Allah SWT tak bagi sakit of coz dah kena bebel bagi ootak niee bertambah semak n kusut...    Syukur Allahmdulillah tak ader laaa semak sgt or stress cuma tgh layan ajee aper yg datang... walaupon kadangkala teraser bersalah gak sbb tak bantu bagi duit utk tampung perbelanjaan kehidupan bagi bil air api beras n makanan dapur. Anyway bkn tak berserabut kepala otak nieee berserabut sungguh..!

ok blog i have to stop coz the time is now 6pm i need to take bath we see another chapter of meroyan k...

ariooous.. wish me luck & miracle happen to me.. amieeeeeeen..