it met again meroyan at this time. Today is friday 8 december 2017 and i still didnt get any call for getting any job or interview.. my life was suck with no job n fix income.. raser mcm nak hantok kepala nieee naper masih tak dpt dpt kerja lagi n dont know what suppose to do to get fix income just let the time pass by with activites gym and solat n berdoa and berwirid sebanyak mungkin and berzikir dan merayu kat Allah SWT kurniakan laaaaa hamba nieee perkerjaan yg ader fix income secepat mungkin.. amieeeeen...
ok blog this the song of bodyjam that i like to here and to dance.. let listen the music but i have no step for your to see blog sorry about that..
ok that enough about the chocolate now is about my member gym want to have exchange gift for new year of christmas the budget is rm30.00. What should i buy for my prent? i love my gym member n the instructor of my gym. you know something blog go to the gym make me feel happy n freshness of life.. and do workout also make me feel distress even enter dance class make me happy like the colourful of life. its like rainbow after the rain.. is nice right when u see rainbow? i really hope i can afford to pay the fees until end of my world to continue activities gym at fitness first. i dont want to stop cos i like to lepak n do workout here... n i have time to meroyan at u blog. if i at home the only i see is my bed n my pillow.. even i open the laptop still my eyes will sleepy n the latop is watch over me.. what is point? when i at home the activity is not productif lansung!
about the give what should i buy? the secret name was chin chin. she love exercise mmmm the exercise gadget is expensif tau.. mmmmm what should i buy?
I really pray this time the restaurant we go not to expensif cos i really have to keep my saving on expenses to continue my life without no job. Please Allah SWT help me to afford to pay n make me to get a job with fix income as soon as possible..
blog, im super duper tired cos of my activities and at night i have to wakeup 3am or 4am to do quamulai.. but i really hate to stay at home becoz of my mum in the hse coz she make me sakit mate n sakit otak.. when i see her my head always get the flash back what have she said and it really make me sick that why i reather out of the house lepak kat gym even my eyes really sleepy bagai nak matie...
i still miss my working enviroment n my pay salary.. but what to do becoz of c syaaaitooon yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah yg buat kehidupan aku dizalimi... mmmmm aku doakan utk eko terlingkup melingkup didunia dan diakhirat bergitu jugak keturunan eko mangkok! if eko hidup bersenang lenang laaaa tak raser azab penderitaan kat dunia nieee sbb menzalami kehidupan aku n tak mustahil jadi kat keturunan eko kan....
masyallah.... bsabor laaaaa cik zaidaniza ziton... biar Allah SWT memberi pembalasan yg terbaik aku sebagai hamba allah leeeeeh berdoa ajeee hanyer itueeew aje yg aku mampu sbb aku pon bkn berjawatan tinggi or berketurunan kaya yg amat kan...
inlilaaawainaaahirojiun.... bertabah laaa wahai hati
bila aku kenangkan aku berambus drp company byk setan tuee aku tak dpt gaper aper pon bayar duit setiap bulan sebanyak RM30.00 dan RM40.00. Aper survinor yg aku dpt... manusia lain dpt pandora laaa dpt jam RM200.00 laaaaaa..
mmmmmm aku harap diakhirat kelak aku dpt tanyer kat mrk aper eko buat dgn duit aku bagi tueee dan aper yg aku dpt drp duit yg aku bayar setiap bulan tuee selain drp mencekek dan aper survinor yg eko org bagi kat aku bila aku dah berambus hah???
mmg aku tak halalkan eko org gunakan duit aku jika tak ader keadilan dijlnkan... aku bayar duit gunakan dgn hasil titik peluh aku kerja bagai nak mampus dgn keta kena pecah laaaa sampai mahluk halus nak masuk dlm dlm badan aku... eko org ader raser ker keperitan yg aku raser...
mmmmmmm sakit plak hati aku bila mengenangkan kehidupan aku yg mrk dajalkan.. mungkin dugaan buat aku kan... tapi aku tgh redha niee dgn menahan hati yg sakit... semoga Allah SWT ajee laaaa membalas manusia yg tak ada keadilan dan mendajalkan kehidupan aku nieee semasa tkerja kat company yg byk syaiton walaupon company tuee berteraskan islamic.
anyway aku bersyukur allhamdulillah adik beradik aku tak ader laa desak mintak duit bayar duit api ker bayar mkn minum kat umah tueee.. syukur allhamdullilah.. aper yg adek beradiek aku beli aku mkn ajeee... cuma mak aku ajee laaa yg menyibuk tak tentu pasal suruh aku stop aktivity gym aper yg dia dengki agaknyeer aku gi gym bkn aku mintak duit dia pon..
ader gak kengkawan aku dan mak aku nak tahu jumlah hutang putang aku.. hooooi kalau eko org nak bayar kan tak aper gak laaaaa kan buat semak ajee kalau tahu pon bkn nak menolong kan baik tak payah bagi tahu kan kan kan ....
allhamdullilah adek beradik aku tak ambek tahu even gym member pon tak ader nak ambek tahu... syukur laaa allhamdulillah kepada Allah SWT kurniakan manusia manusia yg tak bagi semak otak aku utk jalani kehidupan aku yg sedia ada nieee..
k laa blog i have no idea what to type about that is all my meroyan to you at this moment..
u want to know something the interviewer said that i mintak gaji 6000 hingga 7000 terlalu tinggi utk dia nak bayar n dia bagi tahu company dia kecik ajeeee dan kalau dia company besor mcm bank dia tak kisah nak bagi byk tueeeee and i say to him what the salary that you can afford to pay me? that he said not fair for him to decide mmmmmm eko boss yg bersopan lagi berhemah kena laaa bagi tahu beraper nak bagi kat aku kan then he deside rm3000 then if confirm will negogiate so i said okieee... until now i didnt get his call to job offer..
let it be i only berserah kepada Allah SWT and Allah know the best now i still continue my life n let face what ever is happen semoga diri ini redha dgn hati yg setenang tenang mungkin... amieeeeen..
byeee blog i hv no pic to attach maybe next time k..
wish me luck for have a good life n journey move forward of continue my life sebagai insan n hamba Allah yg bersabar dan redha dgn ketetapan kehidupan kat dunia nieee.. amieeen..
ariooooooous semoga kiter jumpa lagi topic meroyan yg lain.. byeeeee...
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