Mengapa/why? Kenapa/why? No answer of it

hi blog,

I get fever and running nose on Thursday 28 sept until now (4 oct). The fever gone but the running nose still have and also the headache.

Now I'm facing a new problem at my condominium. The problem is the parking lot inside the condo. Now days all human being can afford to buy the car but the parking is so limited. I dont know why i must deal with human is not hornest in their life.

Before this i just bank in the money and park at the parking their give it to me but it seem no Owner to that parking. I just let that guy know that in the layout of the parking is for disable parking but that guy said no. Parking tuee mmg kosong dan bkn pihak mgmt punyer. Tapi tak ader black & white that parking lot sudah dijual kat aku... dia Memandai ajee kata unit umah aku tuee ader 2 parking lot. Sedangkan sejak azali mmg parking lot umah aku tuee 1 aje unit dia... budak tuee Memandai ajee nak bagi statement nak bagi tahu 6-9 tuee parking ader 2 lot.

Rupernyeer dia bohong kat aku k... mcm maner nak buat nieee....??? Mcm maner mcm maneeer?

Dah laaa aku lom dpt kerja lagi niee timbul masalah parking dlm kondo umah aku plak... eko pikir aper bole sesuka hati kata parking lot tuee aku yg punyer... gileeeer laaaa...

Budak India tuee pon satu tak nak bagi sticker kat aku sbb nak tahu no unit umah beraper? Dah aku kata unit umah aku 6-9 dia kata unit umah tuee dah ambek Sticker daaaaa..

Pada mula nyeer budak tuee ckp dgn aku yg dia nak ambek kan Sticker keta tuee tau lepas tuee tetiba kata parking tuee tak ader Owner no umah plak... eko raser mcm maner nak aku buat...

Dah laaaa dia bohong dgn aku ckp kat umah tueee ader 1 unit parking kosong terus direct aje dgn dia.. bila aku kata siaper Owner tuee baru dia buka pekung citer yg kata parking tueee mmg kosong... then mcm maner nak buat nieeee....

Kalu bagi tahu awal awal kan bagus tinggal kan aku mcm tuee ajeee... adooooooh cam maner nak buat nieeee...

Sejak sejak nieee rasernyeer susah betul laaaa kehidupan kat dunia nieee ... dgn berhadapan dgn manusia yg ader penyakit hati tak pasal pasal nak buang kerja sbb tak suka manusia tuee lepas tuee buat dajal sampai dpt mental down sindrom. Ada plak menipu duit manusia lain utk perut depa. Pikir manusia kat dunia niee mencari duit dgn petik jari ker tentu laaaa kerja bagai nak mati.. ader kerja yg dok membuta ajee tapi duit bole masok... itu masok akal ka???? Mmg tak masok akal kan???? Melainkan eko guna kesempatan keatas manusia lain utk eko dpt duit masok kan kan kan kan...

Bila pikir balik bersyukur laaa aku niee tak ader anak nak ku tanggung kehidupan dia kat dunia nieee even walaupon dia dah besor panjang mesti dia pon berserabut nak menjalani kehidupan kat dunia nieee... mcm aku tgh berserabut laaaa nieee..

Keja tak ader n fix income tak ader then masalah parking keta plak... eko pikir mcm maner nak aku hadap benda alah nieeeee...

Hanyer boleh menangis ajeee dan otak tak leh nak pikir mcm maner???

Ader kaaa aku perlu cari unit umah yg ader dua parking tgok maner yg tak ader tuee aku sebut aje unit umah mereka... maner bole mcm tue kan kan kan kan...

Kadang kadang mcm nak ku bunuh aje diri aku niee spy dpt lenyap drp kehidupan kat dunia niee yg membebankan... tapi bila pikir balik sbb takut kan Allah SWT hadap ajee laaaa... aper nak jadi jadi laaaaaaaa berserah & bertawakal kepada dia...

Wahai Allah SWT bagai maner aku perlu lakukan utk dpt kerja & mempunyai sumber pendapatan tetap utk menanggung kehidupan kat dunia nieee....

Haaaaaishk... inalilaaaawainaaaanirojiun... bertabah laa wahai hati.. mmmmm otak niee tak berfungsi plak..

Mmmm nie pasal personal trainer plak.. sejak sejak niee kalau ader PT mmg raser tak pernah nak suker or gembira raser mcm nak berhadapan dgn neraka ajeee.. sbb punyer laaa sakit segala anggota badan sampai sekrg lengan niee raser menggeletar even betis n peha mmg raser sakit bagai nak gileer

Ni tak tahu laaa sama ader bole buat dance class for bodyjam ker tak..  bila bayangan bodayjam 82 tuee raser mcm tak sabar nak menari bagai nak rak...  niee tgn n kaki menggeletar bagai nak gileer niee mcm maneeer????

Mmm tadi tutup current account gi buka saving account dgn Maybank sbb tak nak guna buku cheque sbb fees dia dah laaaa mahal nak mampus.. dulu sbb guna buku cheque sbb nak bayar guna cheque. Sekrg niee bank negara nak kurangkan penggunaan cheque.. sbb byk sgt penipuan berlaku kot.. sbb tuee laaa jadi mcm tueee...

Kan dlm dunia nieee mmg byk sgt manusia yg suka menipu..

Disbbkan current account tue mesti minium tinggal dlm account rm5000 kot kalau saving account tuee dlm tueee minimum kena ader rm50 hengget ajeee..

Allhamdulillah dah dpt tutup account current tuee and transfer duit tue kepada account saving. Mcm tueee ader laaa selamat dan bersyukur allhamdulillah kepada Allah SWT process tuee dipermudahkan.

Nampaknyer mlm niee tak bole berkeaimulai/bermunajat serpertiga mlm utk buat solat sunat sbb dah berdarah... aper yg perlu aku buat utk mendapatkan rahmat Allah SWT utk bagi jln bagaimaner nak berhadapan dgn masalah parking umah dan kerja yg ader fix income utk kehidupan aku nieeee..  mcm maner? Mcm maner? Mcm maner??? Mcm maneeeeeeer????

Biji mate niee asyik menangis ajee daripada tadi dah tak tahu nak type aper daaaah...

Okie laa blog i stop kat sini dulu n nak surf internat utk cari job vacancy plak k.

That is the story that happen in my life anyway i miss dr heo I'm. The korean drama live of your name. The drama is finish n have 16 episod. I crying a lot in episod 15 and the episod 16 it was a happy ending n feel relief cos the couple can see each other and can continue to live together as usual.

Okieee byee blog see u in another chapter of my meroyan of my life..

Wish me luck i got the parking lot at my condo and Allah SWT give me Miracle how to face my problem related on my job on fix income and the solution on my parking lot.

Inalilaaaawainaaaaahirojiun... berserah & bertawakal kepada Allah SWT..

Bertabah yeaaa wahai cik zaidaniza ziton.... most all my friend said hanging there and wait until the way come over to you... i really wish there is the way for me to move on n face it!