8 sep 2017 - apeer ka?

Hi blog,

I dont know what to write. Mmmm i still looking a job and on tuesday 5 sep i received a call from headhunter and the interview with them on monday at 3pm n the conferance call will be the next day. I really hope i got this job.

Now days its really really difficult to find a job.. dear Allah SWT make it happen to me to get the job with the fix income monthly salary is all better from old company that i use to get what i have work before.

Today my ex colleague have lunch with me pay for me the food that i choose. Mmmm i find out some of my work that their didnt do n the setan 👹 living very well of their life... n it make me so frustrated inside my heart... So what??? Let it be.. 😏😏😏😏😏

🤔🤔🤔🤔 i can only think about myself now .. go the hell with that setan it may me the karma didnt come out today but there will be somehow n someday.. Let Allah SWT decide it.. that his job i only have Allah SWT to hear me what i have to say to him every day that i pray.

Hope all that i wish will come true.

My PT session today was okie. I'm very unhappy when the excercise is related with pushup or take a weight more that 4kg. I hate that.. but as usual the statement what i hear from my instructor is if you want to be pretty, prettier, prettiest you must fell tired & the pain.

I dont want to be pretty or what so ever just my size not to be big like baloon or not to heavy..  i like to do the activity of excercise where make me fun of doing it. Example like my dance class of bodyjam or zumba or shabam. For me most of it was bodyjam.. crazy with the bodyjam.

K blog now 5.45pm i think i must stop now coz to change gym cloth. Today i taking the train to fitness first.

Mmmm on monday i have to let go of bodyjam at the curve cos i have interview at 3pm hope all doing well n i get the positif respon in what every it is.

Wish me luck k..

Bye blog.. will let you know what is happen to me again.. see u later in another chapter of my meroyan n my life in this world..


The end of today... arioooous....  alaaaaaavistaaaaaaaa... ooooo what eveeeeeer.!