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Hati plak... berkata relax... life must move on.....let chill with go to the gym make it happy and fit with enter all dancing class n go where is the fitness first that have that dance class. If the petrol cost so much just take Public transport that is much chepper. Mmmm the heart said if you stay at home eat n sleep the argue with your mother then you will become more crazy and mental attack... ! Then brain Said that is true what heart saying..
So today agenda not to attend classes but lepak at the gym by surf internat applying job application and pay bill eletric and so to fix the shoes. For 2 pair of shoes that pakcik charge me only RM45.00 that is worth i think. If want to buy the new shoes it will cost more then rm100+.
So after take back the shoes i went to klcc and look for shoes for the first time only want to see then i fall in love with dance shoes with purple n it was so beautifully & wonderful into my eyes. Guess what?? I like it so much n really really wanted to buy. Do u know how much that price of that shoes??? It is RM299.00 its was so curzy.. so it was so expensive! How can i buy that shose cos i dont have monthly income n no job right now...! U think i can afford??? For 2 month i survive with my saving.
Now my heart said buy buy buy... u still have money n can survive.. my brain said dont ever buy cos that money for your life monthly expences to live for pay all your debt until u got the new job with fix income...
My eyes only crying and feel sad. If i use instructor discount of 50% and it will cos rm150 only. I think i can squize the money to buy. But who is the instructor are have 50% hah? Anyway i have send the msg one of instructor.. let c how the respon on that.. ? Before this that instructor already buy for me using her discount but now i dont know she willing to help or not.. wish me luck...
I only meroyan at my FB that i fall in love with that shose should i buy or leave it the way to is.....
I really miss my life with bz life & have monthly income which i can afford to buy things that expensive even eat with no regret. Now day i only eat at home even if i thirsty must drink until reach home even bring the water from home. I fell the difficulty of life with no money to spend even have to tide my stomach if i really hungry cos the money that i have to spend others else. This is the situation that i facing right now..
I really hope the miracle happen to me cos that setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah make it me left the company with no job. His really human yg zalim... mmmmm that Nick name is right to use to him.. only Allah SWT know what is the best... i must redha what ever it is happen to me.. its really make me sad super duper sadness! Inaaaaalilaaawainaaahirojiun.... bertabah laaa wahai hati..
Suppose i have a personal training (PT) tomorrow but the guy di gantung kerja so no pt to me. I just training my self then... mmmmm let see what happen to me tomorrow. I have plenty of time so may be i will write my story and meroyan to you blog.
6.30 i must stop cos i need to solat asar then continue to solat maghrib then i will go home with happy cos i just pass by the time not stay at home and i fell sad also because i didnt get purple dance shose that i really want to have it in my Real time. U know some thing before this i have 1 purple shose but it was taken by perompak yg pecah keta i dulu... i just ware that purple shose 5 times only.. until now i still miss my dance shose of purple colour..
If i cant have that purple shose i just only can cry n cry n life have to move on cos i really buy the expensive shose with the cost do rm299.00
N that is not the end of my life if i cant afford or to have that purple shose.. i only can see people who are wearing it..
Now teras in my eyes... cos its so paintful i cant have that i really want.. that is life that i must face it...
Ok blog.. i have to stop now. Hope to see u tomorrow again and will write or type again in another chapter of my meroyan...
I hope my life will have blessing n miracle will happen to me in a good way... amieeen..
Byeeeee blog.. arrrrioooous...
So today agenda not to attend classes but lepak at the gym by surf internat applying job application and pay bill eletric and so to fix the shoes. For 2 pair of shoes that pakcik charge me only RM45.00 that is worth i think. If want to buy the new shoes it will cost more then rm100+.
So after take back the shoes i went to klcc and look for shoes for the first time only want to see then i fall in love with dance shoes with purple n it was so beautifully & wonderful into my eyes. Guess what?? I like it so much n really really wanted to buy. Do u know how much that price of that shoes??? It is RM299.00 its was so curzy.. so it was so expensive! How can i buy that shose cos i dont have monthly income n no job right now...! U think i can afford??? For 2 month i survive with my saving.
Now my heart said buy buy buy... u still have money n can survive.. my brain said dont ever buy cos that money for your life monthly expences to live for pay all your debt until u got the new job with fix income...
My eyes only crying and feel sad. If i use instructor discount of 50% and it will cos rm150 only. I think i can squize the money to buy. But who is the instructor are have 50% hah? Anyway i have send the msg one of instructor.. let c how the respon on that.. ? Before this that instructor already buy for me using her discount but now i dont know she willing to help or not.. wish me luck...
I only meroyan at my FB that i fall in love with that shose should i buy or leave it the way to is.....
I really miss my life with bz life & have monthly income which i can afford to buy things that expensive even eat with no regret. Now day i only eat at home even if i thirsty must drink until reach home even bring the water from home. I fell the difficulty of life with no money to spend even have to tide my stomach if i really hungry cos the money that i have to spend others else. This is the situation that i facing right now..
I really hope the miracle happen to me cos that setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah make it me left the company with no job. His really human yg zalim... mmmmm that Nick name is right to use to him.. only Allah SWT know what is the best... i must redha what ever it is happen to me.. its really make me sad super duper sadness! Inaaaaalilaaawainaaahirojiun.... bertabah laaa wahai hati..
Suppose i have a personal training (PT) tomorrow but the guy di gantung kerja so no pt to me. I just training my self then... mmmmm let see what happen to me tomorrow. I have plenty of time so may be i will write my story and meroyan to you blog.
6.30 i must stop cos i need to solat asar then continue to solat maghrib then i will go home with happy cos i just pass by the time not stay at home and i fell sad also because i didnt get purple dance shose that i really want to have it in my Real time. U know some thing before this i have 1 purple shose but it was taken by perompak yg pecah keta i dulu... i just ware that purple shose 5 times only.. until now i still miss my dance shose of purple colour..
If i cant have that purple shose i just only can cry n cry n life have to move on cos i really buy the expensive shose with the cost do rm299.00
N that is not the end of my life if i cant afford or to have that purple shose.. i only can see people who are wearing it..
Now teras in my eyes... cos its so paintful i cant have that i really want.. that is life that i must face it...
Ok blog.. i have to stop now. Hope to see u tomorrow again and will write or type again in another chapter of my meroyan...
I hope my life will have blessing n miracle will happen to me in a good way... amieeen..
Byeeeee blog.. arrrrioooous...
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