Ari niee 18 August 2017.

hi blog,

Ari niee bgn punyer laa pagi kol 5.30 lepas tuee mandi manda pada kol 6.30 pagi dan siap solat subuh n membace wirid & alwaqiah abes kol 8.30 pagi..

Bole laaa sambung tdo kol 10.30.. pagi bangun ambek wuduk solat duha plak n bace yassin serta membace al-Quran.. abes kol 11.30.. cepatnyeeer masa bergerak..

Dlm perancangan nak keluar umah kol 10 pagi sbb nak buat transtion banking tapi tuee laa tdo punyer laaaa indah tak terkata.. adeeeeeeh frust tahu taaak .. tak tahu laaa nak marah kat hati or kat otak sekrg nieee... 😡😡😡😏

Dpt KTM train at 12.53 then reach avenue k 1.45 terus g solat zohor dgn pakai telekung wakaf. Today tak bawak telekung even sport bra pon tak bawa.. padahal nak g gym nieee. Ni dinamakan terhegeh hegeh mengemas barang naper tak kemas di mlm hari.. reason terbongkang atas katil n tdo sambil buat kisah sendiri dlm dunia sendiri yg indah cerita yg direka cipta dlm kepala otak nieee... mmmmm sungguh merugikan bila dok berpikir balik.

Tapi berangan adalah sesuatu aktiviti yg indah sementara bole berangan sbb kejadian yg realiti belum tentu dpt dlm kehidupan jadi berangan itu penting.

Otak kata wasting time & hati kata it's part of life that we can feeling happy while in this world.. Yup i think hati said right. I hate u brain cos u always give me stress have to think until my brain feel sick & wanted to exploed tau !

Selepas period day belum sempat lagi nak munajat sepertiga mlm.. reason tak sedar..  nilaaa bila dah stop tak leh solat nak sambung buat munajat mmg liat bagai...   i hate when i got period  cos tak leh mengadap Allah utk melakukan solat yg sunat asyik byk alasan penat laaaa nak tdo laaaa mcm mcm...

Mc m sekrg niee tak bawa telekung punyer laaa liat nak g solat sbb manusia ramai laaa takut sampai kat surau tak ader telekung.. mcm mcm laaa jadi solat "kodok" ajee
 
Lagi pon pening laaa pakai telekung wakaf nieee tak muntah dgn bau bau yg kurang enak tau... jadi solat tak khusyuk dan buat dpt dosa ajee masa tgh solat meroyan dlm hati semasa melaksana solat tueee..

Today sepatutnyeer ader session dgn personal trainer (PT) bole plak dia lupa ingatan yg dia ader session ari niee then dia pon on medical leave... mmmm mcm nak kena karate ajee pt niee kan leh lupa plak appointment ari nieee.. mmmm bila pikir balik ader baiknyeer sbb bole karang kisah kat blog nieee panjang berjela salah satu kisah kehidupan yg terjadi pada ari nieee...

Sekrg hujan sgt sgt lebat... allhamdulillah dah sampai kat gym dgn tidak kena hujan.. kalau kena hujan abes basah baju kasut dan handphone. Lepas tuee fobia bila hp kena air sbb hujan tau! Allhamdullilah diri terselamat drp basah kena hujan..

Okiee stop pasal kisah hujan sekrg pasal kisah business yg aku g masuk aper kisah?? That Group really annoying me. I have no Friends to introduce in that business and the Group was active my given message every day some time i have no time to reason cos the message always be the same.
I dont know what will be happen to me with that business. Sometime i think stress to c people that we dont know n give statement positif but sometime its really annoying tau!

If i got the time to turn back i would entre that business cos i didn't plan tido have a business but is not easy to get people to follow us. Mmmmm let Allah SWT decide what will happen to me with that business.

I make a load with citibank for capitalised RM35k for that business what that i have... mmmmm dont know. When i go for training its make me happy by givin motivate after that have meeting network then it will be stress cos stress in mind to bring people and ask them to Jovi Ed us the business not every body can make it capital of RM35k tau...

And then you have to go mnu was held in hotel you think every week go hotel free? Must pay more rm100+ this part i didnt like it at all. You have to hear the statement that motivate u then u go lunch eat like crazy cos have to go in again to hear the motivate statement

Better i go to the gym i can dance and rock the floor then i can feel happy like the rainbow after raining.

I go mnu excited to listen motivate then if your friend didnt joined or me can't find the people joined the frustrating is there no rainbaow but stress cos you have to pay the hotel fees and no people to find.

I'm the person didnt have so many friend even my gym friend is only geng for mkn until pecah perut even their all veteran dont want to do business all of their mind is travelling or mkn then workout cos their all veteran and have of money by their own and their already have stress full in there work every day..

Even i didnt work is stress cos sleep n eat  n praying. I prefer that i like to work like crazy cos i can make my brain think to do the work to be excellant n perfect way to keep it done and have fix income.

People said pasif income if you think LHDN find out we get pasif income that officer LHDN will find us sampai lubang cacing tau.

Entah laa as long hidup kat dunia niee mmg mcm mcm masalah yg akan wujud even perbagai ujian yg akan dtg.

Allhamdulliah i only face my problem only me n my famili like mother & sisters. Not having his and or mother in law or father in law or even childen... thank God n syukur allhamdullilah

Mmmm i hope i didnt face the setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah now and i future amieeen..  i only meroyan at my FB then using my FB as media sosial and mention i put negetif post about the organisation.. please I'm not celeberity  that my friend will know who are u Or even the company i work with... even i didnt mention the name of the company.. i meroyan pon bkn nak mengaibkan eko setan or nak melungkup kan kehidupan eko but its only about me.. buut u make me lost every thing... even make my name bad in the system when people do checking background !

U already know i didnt like you ! So u are using your power to me to lost the job & the salary that i have & even the defferd bonus i should have.

Thank you so much give me a lost of that in whatever it is .. i hope Allah SWT will give u pembalasan yg lebih baik dan azab yg pedih lagi perit dunia mahupon diakhirat kelak... that is my curse to you.. amieeen..

When i pray to Allah SWT to give me job that i want & in the same time i lost the job that i have n have to let go.. i really feel very sakit hati n cursh u every day as long i can...

Mmmm semoga Allah SWT memberi rahmat & ketabahan hati utk meneruskan kehidupan kat dunia nieeee..

Inaliaaawainaaahirojiun... bertabah laaaa wahai hati.. berserah & bertawakal serta redha dan jugak syukur dgn aper yg sedia ader dlm kehidupan nieee...

K blog i have to go.. must stop here hope to c you in another chapter of meroyan yg tqak berkesudahan as long me still a live in this world..

C u.. n byeeee