26 August 2017 - kisah kali niee aper?

hi blog,

Today saturday, I'm now at the avenue k n just finish bodyjam dance class. Today the instructor is Kevin Saw and his do the cooling down step of dance the song "let do it again" i love it very much.

I got a key-chine doraemon from my instructor bodyjam. Mmm one of my gym member was so jelaous. Mmmmm i really appreciate it and he say say strong cos he know that that I'm lost of my job and he know all my life cos i always meroyan at Facebook. Even he didnt give me money but it really me realif the burden that i have on my shoulder.

At least have human give me positif statement for me to move on my life. Not as my mum she always give me a negetive statement now day. One of it she said the setan do ask me to lost the job becos I'm fitnah about setan that why it happen to me.. she dont know my working enviroment life all that she know was condem me. Before this i give her RM 500 every month complain tak cukup dgn jawapan yg i bagi dah itu ajee yg mampu nak bagi.. mmmm lepas dah bagi statement menyakitkan hatie tuee allhamdulliah tak condem lagi. Setakat nie bagi duit kat my sister yg ustazah, allhamdullilah syukuran dia paham. Bulan lepas bagi rm200 bulan niee tak tahu nak bagi beraper. Entah laaaa gerun sungguh nak pikirkan...

I really hate my mum until now the feeling is the same. She not helping me at all condem and about my financial. Where I'm working the problem that i face every day is the human at the office. Now at home is my mum, this is my problem that i facing now as long i didnt get any new job.

Allhamdulliah my all sister dont condem me as my mum. I by pass of my time with gym activity. If i stay at home hati tuee mmg sakit tahap gaban laaa...

Today mmg bengang laaa if i makan tak basuh pinggan my mum punyer bebelan mcm nak pecah telinga i dgr tau.. tapi ader manusia lain mkn tak basuh tak aper.. i pulak yg complain siaper mkn tak basuh pinggan.. org dah tolong basuh kan... tue nak bagi tahu yg daku nieee dok umah bkn goyang kaki ajee...

Mmmm that was the story of my life for Today agenda laaa...

Pasal gym plak i lebih prefer dok gym kat avenue k cos ader plug utk i connect my iPad n my phone to charge buat at the curve.. mmmmm tak ader plug.. ader kalanyer stress jugak.. buat i can make a choice to go avenue k drp the curve utk lepak kan... kat sini avenue k ajee tempat i abes kan masa.. kat sini ader surau.. haven laaaaa... thank you Allah SWT bagi saya idea utk berambus drp umah yg menyakit hati & semak otak dibuatnyeer..

Pasal kerja.. naper laaa tak dpt dpt panggilan utk kerja.. what should i do.. tak kan nak merayu ambek laaa saya keja n honggat organisasi tuee ambek daku kerja... mmg sampai daku mati pon tak aakan dia ambek aku kerja dgn perangai tak senonoh mcm tuee..

Resume dah update dah setakat niee dah mmg okie antor kat kengawan yg nak tolong orter tak gak dpt respon .. mmmmm org dah x nak tolong tak kan nak honggat mrk plak kan..

I have done my best to update my resume in the best way dan dah antor kat byk tempat tapi lom ader respon drp maner maner pihak. Anyway mmg tak pernah putus harapan kat Allah SWT hanyer bertawakal dan berserah kepada Allah SWT cos he know the best to all human in this world.
I really hope the mircale on the job that i really need so i can have my monthly payday to pay all my expenses in this world n it will happen to me from Allah SWT.. amieeen

My bodyjam finish around 4.25 and now 5pm it really take time for me to type my story in this blog.

I need to take a bath and then go for solat asar i will stay there until maghrib. I decide to stop here and will continue another chapter of meroyan next day.

Tomorrow i have 2 classes n i got personal trainer session and my ex boss wish me to Build up the Muscle for me to enter sukan SEA 2019. Hahahaaa what nonsence is that.

I do activity with personal trainer spy my body tak mengembang mcm belon cos my life now days is sleeping & eat with not job so let me do activity that make me bz not over thinking that i have no job n no monthly pay day every month...

Hope my day was fine for tomorrow and the future with happines inside the heart.. amieeen..

Which me luck & byee blog..

I love my life & i miss my life with luxuries of activities that i have money to eat & buy or  spent everything that i can but now i need to stop.

Life must move on let move on n face whatever it is. Allhamdulillah n bersyukur kepada Allah SWT what i have now hope i will received the good things now and forever.. amieeeen..