Today 23 April 2016

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Semlm I escape my bodyjam becoz  of my work and having headache... My head is very in pain like hell... Don't know how come is so in pain. I also feeling so sleepy when driving on the way back home.. Syukur Allhamdulillah i didn't crash into accident yesterday... Mmmmm don't know what is happen to me may be becoz so tired like crazy working so late to finish my job.

Anyway job will not finish in this world especially as me doing payroll for the staff. Every month need to pay salary to them.. Including my salary also n I'm happy when received the salary into my account. Others people may things I doing same every month.. Doing payroll is so much challenging. One of the signatories give the statement I do on of the things like "Syok Sendiri" how do you feel.... I feel like to ambek tombak nak keeeew tikam tikam manusia iteeeeeew tau... How you could say that to me.. I doing that becoz KLmain ask for it for them to do instruction transfer the money to another account. Sometime I feel that human didn't have a brain how can you give such statement. Mmmm I really wish you will get back what you give to another person. The world is around like a ball and you will get back in what even you do bad things to other person in this world. I will pray to Allah SWT even I also get something bad from you I will face what ever it is and I pray to Allah to give me  a way to continue my life even I hate you so much.

Anyway syukuran the hate situation is not like sultan firaun...  When I think back as long we live in this world, there is a lot of human will make negetif situation around of us. So time I feel like please god make me died quickly so that I can disappear so that I will not having breaking heart to see all people make me sick.. Mmmmmm anyway I still feel syukuran that I have live in this wold with a complete good cos I have a job n salary to spend n pay all my expenses living in this world. Thank you Allah for the bless.

I love my job n i feel sad becoz I received so little when it come to my salary. I work like crazy every day to finish my work at the end it will not finish... Still continue like hell. When I think back I should feel so bersyukur allhamdulillah becoz I can eat what ever I want especially I can it buffet at Shangrila hotel twice in one month.. So feel happy what ever it is even I think some people get more salary then me even their job is not even compliacated like me..... Dear Allah give me strong heart & strong body to continue my life to do work for me to get salary to  buy what ever I wanted..  Amieeen.....

Dear blog my left hand still in pain but I can do want ever I want but it fell not comfortable with this hand. Doctor said is carpel tunnel syndrome. Mmmmm he advise me to do operation if still in painful. I don't want to having operation.

Then if I don't want to do the operation then I'm in suffer for this syndrome that I face it... I will not know until when I will be in patients with this kind of situation.

Dear blog it look like the outside is having a bad raining day because the cloud is look become so black. Anyway this cake beside me make me so not in comfortable feeling. I hate this kind of feeling..

That I think I must stop now.. Hope to see u another story to meroyan ...

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