dynamic of the life

hyee blog,

i want to make heading of my topic fantastic? does it fantastic?  mmmmm at the first i only attend my gym class once in a week. it was so "geram" because of my work and even more because my hand still numbness and tingling and also pain.

i already see the specialist doctor and their opinion either operation or injection.ofcourse choose injection. my hand is not even break into 2 piece why must do operation because you got carpal tunnel syndrome (CTS).

i got the CTS because, I stress with my work and when i think back as long we living in this world the stress of working will never end until we all died from this world.. so face it. mmmmm just face it what is come over to my life.

inlilawainaaaahirojiun.... be patient cik zaidaniza ziton.. i got new immediate leader and i like her very much hope she will be a good immediate leader entire of my life as long I am working there. should i go find another job? should or shouldn't? mmmmm i let Allah decide what happen to me in my working life as long i received salary that will be enough for me to continue pay all my expenses for living in this world.

how is my english right better or not? hahahaaa as long i can understand the sentence is okie for me.  my age already 40 plus, what am i suppose to do? when i think back... i just want my life be happy n why must I suffer to take professional course right? i don't know  when i will be died. let make my life as happy as long I'm living in this world.




if i got jealous of people or human being get better that i am.. then let it be... as long i be happy and i  didn't get suffering in facing my life in this world. i will continue my life till the end of the world... smile..

Now I'm facing CTS... how suppose i going to handle it? still struggling facing the pain at my left thumb.

On 21 November 2015 got Onelive event for dancing  body-jam and the price is RM250. should i go or shouldn't? The place will be pack with a lot of people do i want to be crowded with the people like sardines in the tin? will be pack or not? the sound system will be best.. i still can't decide wanted to go or not? people go there for new release of body-jam.  can i catch up the step or not? wow a lot of things i have to think? will my head will be explode? of course not!

mmmm my heart want a to go because a can see mat salleh super handsome dance on the stage even i can support my all instructors. my brain think why should I wasting my time and money to be in the crowded of the people. my leg got metal steel inside it.. if people go crazy and step on my feet or "bang" my leg  accidentally how am i to face it? sometime people got excited when its come to dancing not even border other people sport or place..their only think selfish. as u can see many gym member doing that.. better for me not to go.. anyway will see about it...

i have to stop and taking a bath. its heavy raining. Hope after this i can continue my work at office.
i love my job even i have to do a lot of things and paid not much like other person.. mmmmm let Allah give me the best if people can't  give me more..

Thank You Allah give me health and job for me to do and continue my life in "baraaaakah" way in this world...