Hi Blog,
Ari nie 20 September 2017 n today is wednesday. Now I'm at the gym not to do workout around 1.15pm mmmm just lepak at the bar and typing the story to you laaa blog. I just send my resume to telentcrop on applying job vacancy as hr assistant manager n i dont what the company is even dont know where is the place.. belasah ajee antor... cos I'm seeking to find a job that can give me income to survive the expenses in this world.. niee nama nyeeer c zaidaniza nieee dah semakin gileeer or hadap sgt nak keja semata mata kerana duit... mate duitan daaaaaa nieee..
Waaaaaah kenaper diri keeeeew sedemikian rupeeeer...???? Aper sal plak biji mate niee mengantok secara tiba tiba hah????
Ok laaa blog i received the call today from mr dwan. He is the headhunter and he said got good news that the company & the CEO would like to meet me for second interview on 27 September 2017 at 11am...Mmmmm this is good news to hear right? cos i have an opportunity to make it interview face to face with the interviwer. I really wish i got that job please Allah SWT make it happen to me to have a good result in happy ending story in my life... now days is really really difficult to find a job. I dont know why. I wish I'm a millionare that can create a job opportunity in this world to help humanity to survive for their living.. but I'm not have a money as much as millionare.
Wish me luck a good luck for me to survive all expenses in this world for living. Amieeeeen..
The reason i come so early to the gym cos nak jumpa pakcik kasut utk dibaiki dgn menjahit sbb tapak kasut kasut tuee semua nak tertanggal drp kasut. Kasut hitam dah ditinggalkan semalam pikirkan pakcik kasut dah jahit so bole laaa pakai n bole laaa merayap pergi memaner selain bertapa kat gym nieee... bila call pakcik tuee kata dah siap bila sampai dia kata belum siap lagi... adeeeeeeeh tak tahuUIKeyInputDownArrow nak marah ker aper tapi sabor n redha ajeee so tanyer dgn pakcik tuee bole tak siap dlm kol 4 ptg... mmmmmm pakcik tuee kata bole. Entah kan bole entah kan tak.... waaaAllaaaah huaaaaaalaaaam..
Harap bole laa siap sbb mmg tak bawa kasut lain dah.. cuma bawak kasut tuee aje kalau tak siap mmg tak bole laaaa nak attend kelas menari kol 7.40pm.
Sekrg nieee otak and bayang dimata adalah dance shose purple and the price is not rm299 is RM329... mmg mahal gileeeer tahap gaban... waaaaaaaaaah... nak nangis tapi dah tak ader air mate nak keluar... most of my friend yg dok comment dlm FB said buy buy buy and buy! Beli ajeee... mmmmm i wish i can expand the money as easy like that can buy what u like most to have it..
I have text one of instructor to buy for me using her discount of 50% but she didnt reply my msg... how suppose i do? Ask again or begging her to buy for me??? Whaaaaaat should i do???? dance shose purple is wonderful n beautifully..
Worst come to worst just leave it the shose at the store..... give up and continue life as normal and ignore the frustrating of not having the beautiful dance shose of purple... in life there is a normal if you cant get what you want.. that is life...! Face it! Cry if you can and it would change anything instade make you only happy at the beginning then u will continue your life as normal at it is. That is reallity of life in this world.
Redha is the best thing in your heart yes it really pain but that is the way...
Now days allhamdulillah my mum dont make me semak otak with her question to answer. She only ask me where I'm going and dont come back at night mean middle of the night.. okiee i just go home when my dance class in finish even i didnt go to eat with my gym member cos the reason i always give is i have to rush back cos take a train KTM. Mmmmm KTM always delay the train. Sometime i really dont understand. Just face is what ever it is and syukur allhamdulillah my car park there is okie at the moment.
Now about my personal trainer (PT)... mmmm kasihan plak PT kena gantung kerja and he said kena gantung another 2 week. Mmmmm reason kena gantung cos lambat dtg keja.. mmmm masa kat company setan tpt daku keja tak ader plak kena gantung keja kalau dtg lambat pon n staff tuee dok kat sungai buloh. Mmmmmm sometime majikan niee saja nak cari pasal dgn staff slow talk leeer dulu niee sesuka hati plak bagi penalti mcm tueeee.. mmmmmm dunia sekrg penuh dgn manusia manusia yg kejam nak mampus!
Mcm c setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatulllah tueee buat kat aku laaaaaa... bole dpt mental down sindrom if stay with that human mcm tueee... Allhamdulliah dah berambus drp company yg byk setan tuee semoga Allah SWT ajee memberi pembalasan yg terbaik dan azab yg pedih lagi perit kat dunia mahupon diakhirat kelak...
I have lost every thing becos of him... mmmmm... bertabah yeaaaa cik zaidaniza ziton.... ni semua anggap ujian drp Allah SWT sbb dia sayangkan hambanyeer sbb tuee dia bagi ujian yg sgt berat kat dunia nieee... Allhamdulillah masih mempunyai cukup sifat n bole bernafas dan cuba sedaya upaya utk mencari rezeki dibumi Allah SWT dgn mencari perkerjaan yg sebaik mungkin... tak pernah hilang keyakinan terhadap Allah SWT... semoga diri nieee dirahmati oleh Allah SWT... amieeeeen...
Ok blog i have no idea what to type right now.. i think i must stop here cos i need to go zohor prayer.
C you again in another chapter of my meroyan...
Wish me luck a good luck in what ever i face it now n forever...
Bye blog..... & arioooous...
Selasa, 19 September 2017
19 september 2017 -meroyan aper ka??
Hi Blog,
Saya setakat niee Alhamdulillah sehat dan tak ader laaa jatuh sakit atau deman atau selsema cuma otak berserabut nak buat aper? Asyik mkn tido dan dok dlm bilik bertapa dgn melayari internat utk cari kerja dan jugak tgok YouTube mcm maner nak menjawab soalan yg dikemukakan oleh interview.. itu ajeee laaa
Hati plak... berkata relax... life must move on.....let chill with go to the gym make it happy and fit with enter all dancing class n go where is the fitness first that have that dance class. If the petrol cost so much just take Public transport that is much chepper. Mmmm the heart said if you stay at home eat n sleep the argue with your mother then you will become more crazy and mental attack... ! Then brain Said that is true what heart saying..
So today agenda not to attend classes but lepak at the gym by surf internat applying job application and pay bill eletric and so to fix the shoes. For 2 pair of shoes that pakcik charge me only RM45.00 that is worth i think. If want to buy the new shoes it will cost more then rm100+.
So after take back the shoes i went to klcc and look for shoes for the first time only want to see then i fall in love with dance shoes with purple n it was so beautifully & wonderful into my eyes. Guess what?? I like it so much n really really wanted to buy. Do u know how much that price of that shoes??? It is RM299.00 its was so curzy.. so it was so expensive! How can i buy that shose cos i dont have monthly income n no job right now...! U think i can afford??? For 2 month i survive with my saving.
Now my heart said buy buy buy... u still have money n can survive.. my brain said dont ever buy cos that money for your life monthly expences to live for pay all your debt until u got the new job with fix income...
My eyes only crying and feel sad. If i use instructor discount of 50% and it will cos rm150 only. I think i can squize the money to buy. But who is the instructor are have 50% hah? Anyway i have send the msg one of instructor.. let c how the respon on that.. ? Before this that instructor already buy for me using her discount but now i dont know she willing to help or not.. wish me luck...
I only meroyan at my FB that i fall in love with that shose should i buy or leave it the way to is.....
I really miss my life with bz life & have monthly income which i can afford to buy things that expensive even eat with no regret. Now day i only eat at home even if i thirsty must drink until reach home even bring the water from home. I fell the difficulty of life with no money to spend even have to tide my stomach if i really hungry cos the money that i have to spend others else. This is the situation that i facing right now..
I really hope the miracle happen to me cos that setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah make it me left the company with no job. His really human yg zalim... mmmmm that Nick name is right to use to him.. only Allah SWT know what is the best... i must redha what ever it is happen to me.. its really make me sad super duper sadness! Inaaaaalilaaawainaaahirojiun.... bertabah laaa wahai hati..
Suppose i have a personal training (PT) tomorrow but the guy di gantung kerja so no pt to me. I just training my self then... mmmmm let see what happen to me tomorrow. I have plenty of time so may be i will write my story and meroyan to you blog.
6.30 i must stop cos i need to solat asar then continue to solat maghrib then i will go home with happy cos i just pass by the time not stay at home and i fell sad also because i didnt get purple dance shose that i really want to have it in my Real time. U know some thing before this i have 1 purple shose but it was taken by perompak yg pecah keta i dulu... i just ware that purple shose 5 times only.. until now i still miss my dance shose of purple colour..
If i cant have that purple shose i just only can cry n cry n life have to move on cos i really buy the expensive shose with the cost do rm299.00
N that is not the end of my life if i cant afford or to have that purple shose.. i only can see people who are wearing it..
Now teras in my eyes... cos its so paintful i cant have that i really want.. that is life that i must face it...
Ok blog.. i have to stop now. Hope to see u tomorrow again and will write or type again in another chapter of my meroyan...
I hope my life will have blessing n miracle will happen to me in a good way... amieeen..
Byeeeee blog.. arrrrioooous...
So today agenda not to attend classes but lepak at the gym by surf internat applying job application and pay bill eletric and so to fix the shoes. For 2 pair of shoes that pakcik charge me only RM45.00 that is worth i think. If want to buy the new shoes it will cost more then rm100+.
So after take back the shoes i went to klcc and look for shoes for the first time only want to see then i fall in love with dance shoes with purple n it was so beautifully & wonderful into my eyes. Guess what?? I like it so much n really really wanted to buy. Do u know how much that price of that shoes??? It is RM299.00 its was so curzy.. so it was so expensive! How can i buy that shose cos i dont have monthly income n no job right now...! U think i can afford??? For 2 month i survive with my saving.
Now my heart said buy buy buy... u still have money n can survive.. my brain said dont ever buy cos that money for your life monthly expences to live for pay all your debt until u got the new job with fix income...
My eyes only crying and feel sad. If i use instructor discount of 50% and it will cos rm150 only. I think i can squize the money to buy. But who is the instructor are have 50% hah? Anyway i have send the msg one of instructor.. let c how the respon on that.. ? Before this that instructor already buy for me using her discount but now i dont know she willing to help or not.. wish me luck...
I only meroyan at my FB that i fall in love with that shose should i buy or leave it the way to is.....
I really miss my life with bz life & have monthly income which i can afford to buy things that expensive even eat with no regret. Now day i only eat at home even if i thirsty must drink until reach home even bring the water from home. I fell the difficulty of life with no money to spend even have to tide my stomach if i really hungry cos the money that i have to spend others else. This is the situation that i facing right now..
I really hope the miracle happen to me cos that setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah make it me left the company with no job. His really human yg zalim... mmmmm that Nick name is right to use to him.. only Allah SWT know what is the best... i must redha what ever it is happen to me.. its really make me sad super duper sadness! Inaaaaalilaaawainaaahirojiun.... bertabah laaa wahai hati..
Suppose i have a personal training (PT) tomorrow but the guy di gantung kerja so no pt to me. I just training my self then... mmmmm let see what happen to me tomorrow. I have plenty of time so may be i will write my story and meroyan to you blog.
6.30 i must stop cos i need to solat asar then continue to solat maghrib then i will go home with happy cos i just pass by the time not stay at home and i fell sad also because i didnt get purple dance shose that i really want to have it in my Real time. U know some thing before this i have 1 purple shose but it was taken by perompak yg pecah keta i dulu... i just ware that purple shose 5 times only.. until now i still miss my dance shose of purple colour..
If i cant have that purple shose i just only can cry n cry n life have to move on cos i really buy the expensive shose with the cost do rm299.00
N that is not the end of my life if i cant afford or to have that purple shose.. i only can see people who are wearing it..
Now teras in my eyes... cos its so paintful i cant have that i really want.. that is life that i must face it...
Ok blog.. i have to stop now. Hope to see u tomorrow again and will write or type again in another chapter of my meroyan...
I hope my life will have blessing n miracle will happen to me in a good way... amieeen..
Byeeeee blog.. arrrrioooous...
Sabtu, 16 September 2017
16 September 2017
Hi blog,
Mmmm kali niee nak meroyan aper eeek... ari niee ari sabtu baru abes kelas zumba n bodyjam 82. N the bodyjam is new step n new song.
Ai niee keluar umah kol 11.45 pagi. Hasrat di hati nak keluar kol 8 pagi.. maner nak sempat nak solat isyraq & solat duha lagi, nak memasak bawa bekal lagi... kebulur tau kalau tak mkn lepas dah terkinja kinja..
So today masak roti bakar berintikan telur dan sayur dan dua biji buah aper yg telah dikupas kulitnyeeer..
Kalau dok umah asyik membuta ajeee.. lepas apply job kat internat mesti membuta kalau tgok YouTube pon mesti YouTube tuee yg tgok Hamba membuta dgn Lena bagai nak rak!
Wahai Allah SWT kurniakan Hamba perkejaaan yg mempunyai sumber pendapatan... sekrg niee nak mkn makanan perumpaaan seekor Lembu pon kena sekat tau... nak nangis menjalani kehidupan yg tak ader sumber pendapatan nieeee..
Bila teraser sakitnyeeer tak ader sumber pendapatan mmg aku sumpah seranah manusia yg bertopengkan setan yg celaka lagi laknatullah tueee laaaaa... sbb kan dia aku terpaksa hilang perkerjaan dan sumber pendapatan... sakit hati tahap gaban..
Inlilaaaawainaaahirojiun... bertabah laaaa wahai hati anggap ianyer Ujian Allah SWT kepada Hamba sbb dia mmg sayang kat Hamba kot sbb tuee ujian niee cukup besar n berat nak pikul. Allhamduliaaah laaaa tak ader anak utk jaga or tanggung tekak depa.. n masih single lagi...cuma jaga tekak sendirian Berhad ajeeee... mmmm tapi tuee laaa semua nak makan terpaksa tahan sbb duit yg ader adalah utk membayar hutang putang dan perbelanjaa harian minyak & tambang perjlnan. Dah leeeeeeeer minyak keta asyik naik bagai nak gileeer bila pikir... i wish i have father utk tolong ringan kan bebanan kehidupan mmmmm ader mak pon bkn nak tolong sponser lagi bz body buat semak otak lagi ader... anyway allhamdulilllah laaaaaa ader mak lagi kan kan kan... sbb dia gak tolong masak setiap pagi jadi ajeee ajee makanan nak mkn tak perlu nak pikir nak mkn aper sbb makanan ader kat umah... itu merupakan kurniaan kenikmatan jugak...
I really wish i have second banker drp kaum adam.... mmmmmm eko pikir eko tuee secantik julia Robert nak ader second banker... alahaaaaaaai..
Anyway wahai Allah saya bersyukur allhamdulillah dgn aper yg saya miliki dan aper juga yg dikurniakan setakat ini.. semoga diberi kurniakan yg lebih byk kenikmatan lagi di dunia ini dan diakhirat kelak... amieeeen..
Ari isnin lepas ader interview dgn headhunter dan selasa interview dgn company yg anggage headhunter tu.. interview on selasa adalah teleconference on phone & mamat nie drp Singapore so tak tahu akan ader second interview atau tak... semua berserah & bertawakal kepada Allah SWT... i will never give up the hope from Allah SWT.. i will berdoa n bermunajat sehingga dikurniakan hamba perkerjaan yg ader pendapatan setiap bulan..
Ari selasa down n surf internat sbb the agenda from the interview.. raser mcm diri niee entah laaaaa anyway I already try my best to answer the question tau... n dpt email drp syarikat Australia utk teleconference call as senior payroll n team leader..
Niee interview lagi hancur.. rupernyer nak cari payroll buat salary to pay at Australia & singpore.. and tanyer kalau do you have experience in payroll singpore & Australia n the company is located branch at Kuala Lumpur...
Mmg tak paham laaa dah eko dok Malaysia mesti laaa payroll Malaysia yeaaa tak niee tak ader buat payroll Malaysia tapi buat payroll Australia n singpore.... mmg aku tak ader experience laaa utk 2 Negara tueee mmmmm bengang jap otak tahap gaban & conculation mrk tak ambek laaa sbb tak reti nak buat payroll Singapore & Australia if eko nak bagi aku buat utk learning and knowledge transfer utk aku buat tentu laaaa aku nak nak cuba sebaik mungkin tapi nak terus pandai buat mmg tak laaaaaa kan kan kan..
Napier laaaaaaa susah sgt nak dpt kerja nieeee... jgn give up zaidaniza ! Jgn give up... cari sampai dpt utk perolehi sumber pendapatan...
Nak nangis tau.... penat dan mengerun kan kalau tak ader duit nak bayar segala hutang putang nieeee...
Wahai blog mate nieee mengantok laaa... maner laaa tak mengantok tidur kol 2 or 3 pagi lepas tuee Bgn solat 5 hingga tunggu subuh kan kan kan... lepas tuee tgh hari dah kelak Kabul nak gi kelas laaa maner nak bawa bekal laaaaaa..
Okie yea blog 5.45 kiter stop sbb i need to take bath n balik daaaaa.. nanti ader topic kiter meroyan lagi...
Ok biji mate mmg dah mengantok niee tak leh an type or pikir aper lagi... i think i have to stop blog... will continue meroyan chapter lain plak k .
Wish me luck to get job yg ader pendapatan yg lumayan utk kenikmatan kesenagan kehidupan di dunia mahupon diakhirat... amieeeeen..
Byeee blog..
Mmmm kali niee nak meroyan aper eeek... ari niee ari sabtu baru abes kelas zumba n bodyjam 82. N the bodyjam is new step n new song.
Ai niee keluar umah kol 11.45 pagi. Hasrat di hati nak keluar kol 8 pagi.. maner nak sempat nak solat isyraq & solat duha lagi, nak memasak bawa bekal lagi... kebulur tau kalau tak mkn lepas dah terkinja kinja..
So today masak roti bakar berintikan telur dan sayur dan dua biji buah aper yg telah dikupas kulitnyeeer..
Kalau dok umah asyik membuta ajeee.. lepas apply job kat internat mesti membuta kalau tgok YouTube pon mesti YouTube tuee yg tgok Hamba membuta dgn Lena bagai nak rak!
Wahai Allah SWT kurniakan Hamba perkejaaan yg mempunyai sumber pendapatan... sekrg niee nak mkn makanan perumpaaan seekor Lembu pon kena sekat tau... nak nangis menjalani kehidupan yg tak ader sumber pendapatan nieeee..
Bila teraser sakitnyeeer tak ader sumber pendapatan mmg aku sumpah seranah manusia yg bertopengkan setan yg celaka lagi laknatullah tueee laaaaa... sbb kan dia aku terpaksa hilang perkerjaan dan sumber pendapatan... sakit hati tahap gaban..
Inlilaaaawainaaahirojiun... bertabah laaaa wahai hati anggap ianyer Ujian Allah SWT kepada Hamba sbb dia mmg sayang kat Hamba kot sbb tuee ujian niee cukup besar n berat nak pikul. Allhamduliaaah laaaa tak ader anak utk jaga or tanggung tekak depa.. n masih single lagi...cuma jaga tekak sendirian Berhad ajeeee... mmmm tapi tuee laaa semua nak makan terpaksa tahan sbb duit yg ader adalah utk membayar hutang putang dan perbelanjaa harian minyak & tambang perjlnan. Dah leeeeeeeer minyak keta asyik naik bagai nak gileeer bila pikir... i wish i have father utk tolong ringan kan bebanan kehidupan mmmmm ader mak pon bkn nak tolong sponser lagi bz body buat semak otak lagi ader... anyway allhamdulilllah laaaaaa ader mak lagi kan kan kan... sbb dia gak tolong masak setiap pagi jadi ajeee ajee makanan nak mkn tak perlu nak pikir nak mkn aper sbb makanan ader kat umah... itu merupakan kurniaan kenikmatan jugak...
I really wish i have second banker drp kaum adam.... mmmmmm eko pikir eko tuee secantik julia Robert nak ader second banker... alahaaaaaaai..
Anyway wahai Allah saya bersyukur allhamdulillah dgn aper yg saya miliki dan aper juga yg dikurniakan setakat ini.. semoga diberi kurniakan yg lebih byk kenikmatan lagi di dunia ini dan diakhirat kelak... amieeeen..
Ari isnin lepas ader interview dgn headhunter dan selasa interview dgn company yg anggage headhunter tu.. interview on selasa adalah teleconference on phone & mamat nie drp Singapore so tak tahu akan ader second interview atau tak... semua berserah & bertawakal kepada Allah SWT... i will never give up the hope from Allah SWT.. i will berdoa n bermunajat sehingga dikurniakan hamba perkerjaan yg ader pendapatan setiap bulan..
Ari selasa down n surf internat sbb the agenda from the interview.. raser mcm diri niee entah laaaaa anyway I already try my best to answer the question tau... n dpt email drp syarikat Australia utk teleconference call as senior payroll n team leader..
Niee interview lagi hancur.. rupernyer nak cari payroll buat salary to pay at Australia & singpore.. and tanyer kalau do you have experience in payroll singpore & Australia n the company is located branch at Kuala Lumpur...
Mmg tak paham laaa dah eko dok Malaysia mesti laaa payroll Malaysia yeaaa tak niee tak ader buat payroll Malaysia tapi buat payroll Australia n singpore.... mmg aku tak ader experience laaa utk 2 Negara tueee mmmmm bengang jap otak tahap gaban & conculation mrk tak ambek laaa sbb tak reti nak buat payroll Singapore & Australia if eko nak bagi aku buat utk learning and knowledge transfer utk aku buat tentu laaaa aku nak nak cuba sebaik mungkin tapi nak terus pandai buat mmg tak laaaaaa kan kan kan..
Napier laaaaaaa susah sgt nak dpt kerja nieeee... jgn give up zaidaniza ! Jgn give up... cari sampai dpt utk perolehi sumber pendapatan...
Nak nangis tau.... penat dan mengerun kan kalau tak ader duit nak bayar segala hutang putang nieeee...
Wahai blog mate nieee mengantok laaa... maner laaa tak mengantok tidur kol 2 or 3 pagi lepas tuee Bgn solat 5 hingga tunggu subuh kan kan kan... lepas tuee tgh hari dah kelak Kabul nak gi kelas laaa maner nak bawa bekal laaaaaa..
Okie yea blog 5.45 kiter stop sbb i need to take bath n balik daaaaa.. nanti ader topic kiter meroyan lagi...
Ok biji mate mmg dah mengantok niee tak leh an type or pikir aper lagi... i think i have to stop blog... will continue meroyan chapter lain plak k .
Wish me luck to get job yg ader pendapatan yg lumayan utk kenikmatan kesenagan kehidupan di dunia mahupon diakhirat... amieeeeen..
Byeee blog..
Sabtu, 9 September 2017
Nak meroyan k th
hi blog,
I just finish my class and also finish solat zohor and asar for today at avenue k. Now is 5.03pm my target to stop is 5.45pm cos need to take bath. Before that let me meroyan what happen to me k.
I mmg bengang tahap ultra gaban tau.. my age now 42. Now pengganggur terhormat k. My life without a job biasanyer pergi gym attend my class. This class bkn buat benda benda tak elok k.
Ari niee nak keluar umah my mum said eko niee ari ari ader kelas... aku dah geram sangat.. yea laaaa dok umah asyik menyakit kan hati and buat semak otak aku n mate aku ajee..
Memekak pasal aku tak mengemas bilik laaaa... bilik aku suker hati aku laaaa kan dah laaa nak letak barang aku kat tgh umah tak leeeeh kalau barang dia tak aper.. lepas tuee kalu aku nak memasak dia bagi statement aku nak menyelerakkan dapur dia... eko pikir hati aku tak sakit tahat gaban. Lepas tue memekak pasal gaji plak. Kalau interview jgn mintak gaji byk byk dia bagi rm1800 ambek ajeee... maaaakhyeeeeeee.... panggilan interview pon tak dpt lagi eko dah dok sibuk pasal gaji aku pasal???? Aku tak mintak duit eko pon kan aku dgn manage duit aku sendiri buat masa nieee... aku tak mintak satu sen pon duit eko tau..!
Sakit plak atieee aku... kat umah tuee yg menyakitkan hati aku adalaaaah mak aku sendiri.
Lepas tueee ader ajeee laaa benda yg aku buat tak kena... baik aku berambus drp umah tueee disiang hari kan drp aku dok bertegang leher dgn mak aku buat dapat dosa ajee lepas tuee kehidupan aku lintang pukang sbb mak aku tuee kan kekasih Allah... geram betul
Kalau aku umur 4 tahun atau 5 tahun bole laaaa eko nak kongkong aku dok umah jadi anak mak dok bawah ketiak ajeee itu tak bole ini tak bole..
Aku dah umur 42 kot dah tahu maner baik buruk pon... bkn aku nieee mengandung or buat kerja tak elok pon keluar drp umah.. bole tanyer aku eko g maner keluar pagi balik malam nieee..
Eko tak sedar ker yg aku nieee menyampah dok umah disebabkan perangai eko yg buat aku semak otak dok umah..
My ex boss said you are big enough and should stay alone. I wish i can afford to stay alone.
Lepas tue tak pasal pasal mak aku bagi statement esok kalau aku dah mati tahu leeer eko semua... elooooooo semua org kat dunia nie akan mati k. Cuma cepat or lambat ajee tak payah nak gertak or sentap aku kalau dah mati baru tahu eko semua hidup mcm maner...
Bkn aku kena ikut eko masok kubur pon kan kan kan kan??? So my life will continue jugak kat dunia nieee n die when it will come to me...
Sakit hati betul laaaaaaa
Mmmmmm k cukup meroyan pasal nieeee....
Wahai Allah SWT tolonglaaaaa kurnia kan hambe pekerjaan yg ader sumber pendapat setiap bulan utk i menanggung kehidupan kat dunia nieeeee... tolong laaaaaaaaaa
Tolong tolong tolong tooooooooooooolooooooooooong laaaaaaa waaaaahaaaaaaaaaaai Allaaaaaaaaah...
Astaaaaafirulaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaazim.....
Inlilaaaaawainaaaaaaaahirojiun......
Laaaaaaa haaaaaaaw laaaaaaa waaaalaaaaaaa kuuuuu waaataaaaaailaaaaaaa bilaaaaaaaahil aaaaaaazim...
I just finish my class and also finish solat zohor and asar for today at avenue k. Now is 5.03pm my target to stop is 5.45pm cos need to take bath. Before that let me meroyan what happen to me k.
I mmg bengang tahap ultra gaban tau.. my age now 42. Now pengganggur terhormat k. My life without a job biasanyer pergi gym attend my class. This class bkn buat benda benda tak elok k.
Ari niee nak keluar umah my mum said eko niee ari ari ader kelas... aku dah geram sangat.. yea laaaa dok umah asyik menyakit kan hati and buat semak otak aku n mate aku ajee..
Memekak pasal aku tak mengemas bilik laaaa... bilik aku suker hati aku laaaa kan dah laaa nak letak barang aku kat tgh umah tak leeeeh kalau barang dia tak aper.. lepas tuee kalu aku nak memasak dia bagi statement aku nak menyelerakkan dapur dia... eko pikir hati aku tak sakit tahat gaban. Lepas tue memekak pasal gaji plak. Kalau interview jgn mintak gaji byk byk dia bagi rm1800 ambek ajeee... maaaakhyeeeeeee.... panggilan interview pon tak dpt lagi eko dah dok sibuk pasal gaji aku pasal???? Aku tak mintak duit eko pon kan aku dgn manage duit aku sendiri buat masa nieee... aku tak mintak satu sen pon duit eko tau..!
Sakit plak atieee aku... kat umah tuee yg menyakitkan hati aku adalaaaah mak aku sendiri.
Lepas tueee ader ajeee laaa benda yg aku buat tak kena... baik aku berambus drp umah tueee disiang hari kan drp aku dok bertegang leher dgn mak aku buat dapat dosa ajee lepas tuee kehidupan aku lintang pukang sbb mak aku tuee kan kekasih Allah... geram betul
Kalau aku umur 4 tahun atau 5 tahun bole laaaa eko nak kongkong aku dok umah jadi anak mak dok bawah ketiak ajeee itu tak bole ini tak bole..
Aku dah umur 42 kot dah tahu maner baik buruk pon... bkn aku nieee mengandung or buat kerja tak elok pon keluar drp umah.. bole tanyer aku eko g maner keluar pagi balik malam nieee..
Eko tak sedar ker yg aku nieee menyampah dok umah disebabkan perangai eko yg buat aku semak otak dok umah..
My ex boss said you are big enough and should stay alone. I wish i can afford to stay alone.
Lepas tue tak pasal pasal mak aku bagi statement esok kalau aku dah mati tahu leeer eko semua... elooooooo semua org kat dunia nie akan mati k. Cuma cepat or lambat ajee tak payah nak gertak or sentap aku kalau dah mati baru tahu eko semua hidup mcm maner...
Bkn aku kena ikut eko masok kubur pon kan kan kan kan??? So my life will continue jugak kat dunia nieee n die when it will come to me...
Sakit hati betul laaaaaaa
Mmmmmm k cukup meroyan pasal nieeee....
Wahai Allah SWT tolonglaaaaa kurnia kan hambe pekerjaan yg ader sumber pendapat setiap bulan utk i menanggung kehidupan kat dunia nieeeee... tolong laaaaaaaaaa
Tolong tolong tolong tooooooooooooolooooooooooong laaaaaaa waaaaahaaaaaaaaaaai Allaaaaaaaaah...
Astaaaaafirulaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaazim.....
Inlilaaaaawainaaaaaaaahirojiun......
Laaaaaaa haaaaaaaw laaaaaaa waaaalaaaaaaa kuuuuu waaataaaaaailaaaaaaa bilaaaaaaaahil aaaaaaazim...
Jumaat, 8 September 2017
8 sep 2017 - apeer ka?
Hi blog,
I dont know what to write. Mmmm i still looking a job and on tuesday 5 sep i received a call from headhunter and the interview with them on monday at 3pm n the conferance call will be the next day. I really hope i got this job.
Now days its really really difficult to find a job.. dear Allah SWT make it happen to me to get the job with the fix income monthly salary is all better from old company that i use to get what i have work before.
Today my ex colleague have lunch with me pay for me the food that i choose. Mmmm i find out some of my work that their didnt do n the setan 👹 living very well of their life... n it make me so frustrated inside my heart... So what??? Let it be.. 😏😏😏😏😏
🤔🤔🤔🤔 i can only think about myself now .. go the hell with that setan it may me the karma didnt come out today but there will be somehow n someday.. Let Allah SWT decide it.. that his job i only have Allah SWT to hear me what i have to say to him every day that i pray.
Hope all that i wish will come true.
My PT session today was okie. I'm very unhappy when the excercise is related with pushup or take a weight more that 4kg. I hate that.. but as usual the statement what i hear from my instructor is if you want to be pretty, prettier, prettiest you must fell tired & the pain.
I dont want to be pretty or what so ever just my size not to be big like baloon or not to heavy.. i like to do the activity of excercise where make me fun of doing it. Example like my dance class of bodyjam or zumba or shabam. For me most of it was bodyjam.. crazy with the bodyjam.
K blog now 5.45pm i think i must stop now coz to change gym cloth. Today i taking the train to fitness first.
Mmmm on monday i have to let go of bodyjam at the curve cos i have interview at 3pm hope all doing well n i get the positif respon in what every it is.
Wish me luck k..
Bye blog.. will let you know what is happen to me again.. see u later in another chapter of my meroyan n my life in this world..
The end of today... arioooous.... alaaaaaavistaaaaaaaa... ooooo what eveeeeeer.!
I dont know what to write. Mmmm i still looking a job and on tuesday 5 sep i received a call from headhunter and the interview with them on monday at 3pm n the conferance call will be the next day. I really hope i got this job.
Now days its really really difficult to find a job.. dear Allah SWT make it happen to me to get the job with the fix income monthly salary is all better from old company that i use to get what i have work before.
Today my ex colleague have lunch with me pay for me the food that i choose. Mmmm i find out some of my work that their didnt do n the setan 👹 living very well of their life... n it make me so frustrated inside my heart... So what??? Let it be.. 😏😏😏😏😏
🤔🤔🤔🤔 i can only think about myself now .. go the hell with that setan it may me the karma didnt come out today but there will be somehow n someday.. Let Allah SWT decide it.. that his job i only have Allah SWT to hear me what i have to say to him every day that i pray.
Hope all that i wish will come true.
My PT session today was okie. I'm very unhappy when the excercise is related with pushup or take a weight more that 4kg. I hate that.. but as usual the statement what i hear from my instructor is if you want to be pretty, prettier, prettiest you must fell tired & the pain.
I dont want to be pretty or what so ever just my size not to be big like baloon or not to heavy.. i like to do the activity of excercise where make me fun of doing it. Example like my dance class of bodyjam or zumba or shabam. For me most of it was bodyjam.. crazy with the bodyjam.
K blog now 5.45pm i think i must stop now coz to change gym cloth. Today i taking the train to fitness first.
Mmmm on monday i have to let go of bodyjam at the curve cos i have interview at 3pm hope all doing well n i get the positif respon in what every it is.
Wish me luck k..
Bye blog.. will let you know what is happen to me again.. see u later in another chapter of my meroyan n my life in this world..
The end of today... arioooous.... alaaaaaavistaaaaaaaa... ooooo what eveeeeeer.!
Isnin, 4 September 2017
Public holiday - 4 sep 2017
Hi blog,
I miss my working enviroment that was so bz and have monthly income.. but now i seorg pengganggur yg terhormat ... Wahai Allah SWT kurniakan hamba pekerjaan yg mempunyai pendapatan setiap bulan utk menanggung perbelanjaan kehidupan kat dunia niee... mmm semoga manusia yg menzalami aku nieee mendapat azab yg pedih lagi perit dlm kehidupan dunia pada masa kini dan akan dtg alam akhirat kelak.. terlingkup melungkup laa eko sang setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah!
Aaauuuzuuuubilaaaaahiminaaaaasyaaaaaitooonirooooojim....
Tetiba teringat kat manusia yg menzalimi aku dgn hilangnyer perkerjaan dan sumber pendapatan...
Bertabah laaa wahai hati inlilaaaawainaaahirojiun...
Ari niee nak meroyan pasal Public holiday dlm sejarah diri aku Public holiday start 31 August sampai 4 Sept.. lama kan... tetiba rindu dgn suasana yg cuti umum yg panjang bila berader dlm bidang pekerjaan.. sekrg niee jadi pengganggur terhormat cotie memanjang laaaaa dan otak rungsing sbb tak dpt kerja lagi n hati setakat niee tenang ajee syukur allhamdulillah...
Ari niee merupa hari pertama period jadi mmg byk laaaa perasaan yg mcm nak tunggang terbalik dlm diri ini..
Penat mmg laaa penat sakit kaki gak sebab melenting penting mcm org naik "syeeeh" but I'm happy mcm rainbow yg riang ria... bersyukur Allahamdulillah.. kepada Allah SWT atas kurniaanyeeer
Biji mate niee tetiba mengantok plak!
Ari niee Public holiday sbb msia byk mengaut pingat emas sempena sukan SEA 2017. Tahniah team malaysia sbb memperjuangkan sukan utk negara dan semua penduduk malaysia dpt Public holiday yg tak disangka sangka. Syukur kepada Allah SWT atas kurniaanyeeer keatas setiap manusia yg terlibat..
Biji mate mengantuk laaa blog mcm maner nak type nieee...
Semlm tgok drama Korea the good wife ep 3 until ep 8 lepas tuee pertengahan ep 8 tertdo n tak paham laaa kisah ep 8 tuee kol 5 pagi tak tdo lagi... mmg bgn lambat ari nieee..
Kelas start kol 11.30 pagi... mmg stress giler pandu keta ari nieee sbb jln sesak dgn perangai manusia pandu keta terhegeh hegeh, kenderaan buat double parking laaa jln raya 3 lane jadi satu lane.. mcm maner ??? Dlm kol 10.30 pagi ader plak bebudak muda belia berbasikal dlm tgh bandar yg bz dgn kenderaan motor bas n keta.. bayang kan manusia mengayuh basikal di tgh tgh jalan raya mcm maneeer...? Mmg suasana perjalanan lembap yg amat laaaa kan kan kan...
Stress tau pandu keta ari nieee
Alamaaaaak mengantok nyeer mate nieee.... k laa blog i have to stop sbb biji mate mengantuk utk hilangkan nyeer nak shopping beli sayur kangkung sbb adek yg doktor tu pesan.
Bye blog bila ader masa akak story lagi k..
Until now aarioooooooos... k
I miss my working enviroment that was so bz and have monthly income.. but now i seorg pengganggur yg terhormat ... Wahai Allah SWT kurniakan hamba pekerjaan yg mempunyai pendapatan setiap bulan utk menanggung perbelanjaan kehidupan kat dunia niee... mmm semoga manusia yg menzalami aku nieee mendapat azab yg pedih lagi perit dlm kehidupan dunia pada masa kini dan akan dtg alam akhirat kelak.. terlingkup melungkup laa eko sang setan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah!
Aaauuuzuuuubilaaaaahiminaaaaasyaaaaaitooonirooooojim....
Tetiba teringat kat manusia yg menzalimi aku dgn hilangnyer perkerjaan dan sumber pendapatan...
Bertabah laaa wahai hati inlilaaaawainaaahirojiun...
Ari niee nak meroyan pasal Public holiday dlm sejarah diri aku Public holiday start 31 August sampai 4 Sept.. lama kan... tetiba rindu dgn suasana yg cuti umum yg panjang bila berader dlm bidang pekerjaan.. sekrg niee jadi pengganggur terhormat cotie memanjang laaaaa dan otak rungsing sbb tak dpt kerja lagi n hati setakat niee tenang ajee syukur allhamdulillah...
Ari niee merupa hari pertama period jadi mmg byk laaaa perasaan yg mcm nak tunggang terbalik dlm diri ini..
Penat mmg laaa penat sakit kaki gak sebab melenting penting mcm org naik "syeeeh" but I'm happy mcm rainbow yg riang ria... bersyukur Allahamdulillah.. kepada Allah SWT atas kurniaanyeeer
Biji mate niee tetiba mengantok plak!
Ari niee Public holiday sbb msia byk mengaut pingat emas sempena sukan SEA 2017. Tahniah team malaysia sbb memperjuangkan sukan utk negara dan semua penduduk malaysia dpt Public holiday yg tak disangka sangka. Syukur kepada Allah SWT atas kurniaanyeeer keatas setiap manusia yg terlibat..
Biji mate mengantuk laaa blog mcm maner nak type nieee...
Semlm tgok drama Korea the good wife ep 3 until ep 8 lepas tuee pertengahan ep 8 tertdo n tak paham laaa kisah ep 8 tuee kol 5 pagi tak tdo lagi... mmg bgn lambat ari nieee..
Kelas start kol 11.30 pagi... mmg stress giler pandu keta ari nieee sbb jln sesak dgn perangai manusia pandu keta terhegeh hegeh, kenderaan buat double parking laaa jln raya 3 lane jadi satu lane.. mcm maner ??? Dlm kol 10.30 pagi ader plak bebudak muda belia berbasikal dlm tgh bandar yg bz dgn kenderaan motor bas n keta.. bayang kan manusia mengayuh basikal di tgh tgh jalan raya mcm maneeer...? Mmg suasana perjalanan lembap yg amat laaaa kan kan kan...
Stress tau pandu keta ari nieee
Alamaaaaak mengantok nyeer mate nieee.... k laa blog i have to stop sbb biji mate mengantuk utk hilangkan nyeer nak shopping beli sayur kangkung sbb adek yg doktor tu pesan.
Bye blog bila ader masa akak story lagi k..
Until now aarioooooooos... k
Ahad, 3 September 2017
3 sep 2017 - meroyan kali niee.. dance shoes.
Hi blog,
I use to write my blog using iPad n not computer coz is very small and very convenience but the think is i can put pic in this blog, i can only write the meroyan ajee.. mmmm tak tahu laaa nak secanggih maner lagi utk letak pic... tapi bkn penting pon.. meroyan niee sekadar meluahkan perasaan ajee kat sini..
Pasal aper mampat sebelah aku niee asyik tgok aku ajee... anyway line wifi niee aku nyeer k. Fitness first nyeer line tak guna or tak leh pakai.. aper sal agaknyeeer.. syukur allhamdullilah leer ader line sendiri dan dikurniakan Allah masih mampu bayar bil setakat niee sbb masih tak dapat kerja..
Okie cukup pasal tueee..
Pasal kasut plak tetiba ajee perasan kaki kat kasut nie dah mengembang tak sekata seakan akan nak terkoyak... alamaaaaak mmg nak terkoyak daaaaa... mmmmm maner nak antor utk baik pulih kasut tueee entah beraper laaaa bayaran yg dikenakan nanti. Nak nangis... kehidupan nieee satu persatu dtg masalah... mmmmmm kalau tak ader masalah namanyeer bkn laaa kehidupan kat dunia niee...
Kan dlm Quran, Allah dah kata yg manusia niee akan diuji dan perbagai leeer masalah yg melanda tak akan nak happy memanjang... i wish tak payah ader masalah tapi happy ajee memanjang... bila pikir balik kat syurga ajee kot happy memanjang.
Hope dpt antor kasut niee jumpa doktor seblm ianyeer koyak makin besor n mampu utk bayar bila antor repair nanti.
Ok sekrg niee pasal keja plak... apersal tak dpt dpt kerja lagi nieeee.... wahai Allah tolonglaaaa saya dpt kerja yg membolehkan saya memperolehi pendapatan utk membayar semua hutang putang hamba. Buat masa sekrg masih gunakan duit simpanan lagi tapi sampai bila..????
What should i do to get income selain drp berniaga.. nak berniaga aper ?? Masak mmg tak ader manusia nak beli. Nak buat aper ????
Ex boss kata ambek course mgmt hr mmmm lagi laaa guna kan duit dan tuee stress utk belajar n exam dan jawapannyeeer mmg taaaaak laaaaa
But if pergi gym no stress at all i happy when its come to dance n rock the floor & lepak kat gym tak raser pon stress langsung. Kat sini boleh meroyan kat blog dan dgr lagu berkumandang dgn best mmg best gileeer laaaa... niee namanyeeer life style org kaya... mmmm buat niee masih mampu laaa nak bayar fees.
Hoooooi tapi sampai bilaaa??? Tak kan nak gali aje simpanan tueee.. wahai Allah tolonglaaaa kurnia kan saya perkerjaan yg mempunyai pendapatan yg tetap..
Anyway niee bkn pasal dance shoes tapi pasal tak dpt kerja..
Mcm mcm nak buat masuk web situ organisastion tersebut, bayar package kat job street. Tapi masih tak dpt gak. Dah cari kerja pada 5 Mei 2017 ari tueee and ari niee dan 3 sep 2017..
Otak berkata sampai bila eko nak guna duit simpanan ajee.. hati kata relax laaaa... still ader masa lagi nanti perkerjaan itu akan dtg sbb rezeki niee kan Allah yg bagi.. setakat niee semua amalan dan diamalkan tahaaajud, istiaraaaah, hajat, ishqrik, duha, witir, waqiaah, yasssin etc semua dah buat... napeeer tak dpt kerja lagi.. hati kata tenang tenang... jgn gelabah tak tentu pasal..
Kalau ikut kan otak raser ianyer dah blank n otak kata better buat sesuatu seperti larikan diri or gi terjun gaung mmmmm tuee otak pikir sambil hati raser sedih sbb otak dah blank...
Hati kata sabor.. ingat setakat niee tak jatuh sakit dan buat aktiviti gym semua niee Allah kurniakan sabar laaaa... tunggu kurniaan drp Allah SWT dan setakat niee perbelanjaan terancang kan... mmmmm baik laaa tgh bersabar.
Hati raser sakit yg amat n otak terbayang manusia yg membuat diri mengambil jalan utk berambus drp organization tpt lama sbb manusia yg bertopeng kan syaitan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah tuee laaaa cari pasal .. inalilaaawainaaahirjiun... bertabah yea wahai hati.. biar c syaitan yg zalim tuee mendapat pembalasan yg pedih lagi perit didunia niee pada masa kini dan diakhirat kelak.. sekrg nieee
Bersabor yeaaaa zaidaniza ziton... kehidupan di dunia mmg diuji anggap ianyer ujian drp Allah SWT sbb dia saya pada kamu...
Okie laa blog dah kol 6.53pm i need to stop n take m bath after that nak solat maghrib then baru go home k.
Byee blog see u tmrw if i got time to meroyan lagi k.
Hope dpt antor kasut niee jumpa doktor seblm ianyeer koyak makin besor n mampu utk bayar bila antor repair nanti.
Ok sekrg niee pasal keja plak... apersal tak dpt dpt kerja lagi nieeee.... wahai Allah tolonglaaaa saya dpt kerja yg membolehkan saya memperolehi pendapatan utk membayar semua hutang putang hamba. Buat masa sekrg masih gunakan duit simpanan lagi tapi sampai bila..????
What should i do to get income selain drp berniaga.. nak berniaga aper ?? Masak mmg tak ader manusia nak beli. Nak buat aper ????
Ex boss kata ambek course mgmt hr mmmm lagi laaa guna kan duit dan tuee stress utk belajar n exam dan jawapannyeeer mmg taaaaak laaaaa
But if pergi gym no stress at all i happy when its come to dance n rock the floor & lepak kat gym tak raser pon stress langsung. Kat sini boleh meroyan kat blog dan dgr lagu berkumandang dgn best mmg best gileeer laaaa... niee namanyeeer life style org kaya... mmmm buat niee masih mampu laaa nak bayar fees.
Hoooooi tapi sampai bilaaa??? Tak kan nak gali aje simpanan tueee.. wahai Allah tolonglaaaa kurnia kan saya perkerjaan yg mempunyai pendapatan yg tetap..
Anyway niee bkn pasal dance shoes tapi pasal tak dpt kerja..
Mcm mcm nak buat masuk web situ organisastion tersebut, bayar package kat job street. Tapi masih tak dpt gak. Dah cari kerja pada 5 Mei 2017 ari tueee and ari niee dan 3 sep 2017..
Otak berkata sampai bila eko nak guna duit simpanan ajee.. hati kata relax laaaa... still ader masa lagi nanti perkerjaan itu akan dtg sbb rezeki niee kan Allah yg bagi.. setakat niee semua amalan dan diamalkan tahaaajud, istiaraaaah, hajat, ishqrik, duha, witir, waqiaah, yasssin etc semua dah buat... napeeer tak dpt kerja lagi.. hati kata tenang tenang... jgn gelabah tak tentu pasal..
Kalau ikut kan otak raser ianyer dah blank n otak kata better buat sesuatu seperti larikan diri or gi terjun gaung mmmmm tuee otak pikir sambil hati raser sedih sbb otak dah blank...
Hati kata sabor.. ingat setakat niee tak jatuh sakit dan buat aktiviti gym semua niee Allah kurniakan sabar laaaa... tunggu kurniaan drp Allah SWT dan setakat niee perbelanjaan terancang kan... mmmmm baik laaa tgh bersabar.
Hati raser sakit yg amat n otak terbayang manusia yg membuat diri mengambil jalan utk berambus drp organization tpt lama sbb manusia yg bertopeng kan syaitan yg celaka lagi durjana laknatullah tuee laaaa cari pasal .. inalilaaawainaaahirjiun... bertabah yea wahai hati.. biar c syaitan yg zalim tuee mendapat pembalasan yg pedih lagi perit didunia niee pada masa kini dan diakhirat kelak.. sekrg nieee
Bersabor yeaaaa zaidaniza ziton... kehidupan di dunia mmg diuji anggap ianyer ujian drp Allah SWT sbb dia saya pada kamu...
Okie laa blog dah kol 6.53pm i need to stop n take m bath after that nak solat maghrib then baru go home k.
Byee blog see u tmrw if i got time to meroyan lagi k.